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9949) Whenever someone offers me anything to eat, I feel like crying because I feel like that means that I look like someone who eats constantly.

I relapsed after 7 months and 7 days cutting free again. I’m so stupid! I just hate myself so much!

9151) Why am I so scared to gain weight? Honestly, if I gained a pound, the world isn’t going to stop spinning.


I think I just might relapse


When people slap my hand away from their food… Makes me feel like the biggest fattest greediest pig in the world

6285) I know “thinspo” girls aren’t healthy but I can’t fight the urge to look like them. I can’t help but feel jealous of their bodies, of what their ED did to them.
6182) I bought these pants and almost started crying when they were too small and then my mom had to say “Maybe you gained some weight.” Yes thanks mom I know I gained weight. I’m a fucking fat ass.


Thigh gaps & thinspo

They thought depression was like bieng ‘depressed’. They thought it was like being in a bad mood, only worse. Therefore, they tried to get him to snap out of it.

— ― Jeffrey Eugenides (via psych-quotes)


Always the same shit 

i always fuck up

always ruin it 

i just want to die